It's been a week since I lost you grandma
The guilt feeling of not seeing you while you still alive..
Never perished from my heart..
Instead it tore me up inside..
Time, is something that can be so uncertain..
Sorry I cannot meet you the other day..
Where I can hug you and kiss you..
And get that too in return.
When I see you lying there lifeless..
Each ounce of my heart broken..
When I kiss your cheek..
The warmth that comforting me had gone..
If I can only turn back time..
If only.. I will choose to go and see you..
While you are still alive..
At least I have something to hold onto...
I still remember the time..
When mom and dad go to Mecca..
You were there..
And I did not appreciate that..
Stupid I was..
If I knew I will lose you now..
I will cherish that moment..
And savor each seconds..
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hey, cheer up. you have plenty of memories with her that you can hold on to. don't let that one incident of you not seeing her for the last time while she's still alive ruin everything. people live, and people die, and we can't predict when it'll happen. it's nature. everything happen for a reason, and i'm sure a new hope will rise up from this loss. she brought joy and happiness to your life, and i bet she taught you plenty of stuff about life, appreciate that, cherish that, don't put it to waste by feeling guilty. somewhere inside u, there's a strength and courage, bring that to the surface of yourself and be strong, u can do it, i know u can :)
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