Miei Veri Amici

Okayh.. It's in italian.. It means "my true friends"

Today.. (Well not actually today) I learn one many things that define friendship

For instance.. "Why our close friends usually show their bad sides towards us.. Rather than show it to the people that they are not so close..?"

Once upon a time.. I think that is because my friends always wants to 'jaga hati' strangers instead kawan sendiri.. What a biatch!!

But now.. I realized.. It is because.. We are now more than friends.. We are like family.. Towards family we show our bad sides together with the good ones.. To family we showed our in securities, to the world we put our brave face

"A friend is a friend that always cheer you up and always happy whenever they see you"

Yah once upon a time I stupidly believed in that

Now.. Real friends is the one that will have the pause button to be in serious mode instead of 'hanyut' in the world of pure fun ONLY.. They will not always be happy or propa always.. Because they are human.. They have their ups and downs like us...

You can feel that.. Usually this kinda of friends.. Whenever we need them to be serious.. They can get serious.. Whenever we need to be fun with them they will cheer us.. And whenever we feel sad.. They will share the sadness to unload the burden..

Yes.. That is real friends.. Once you grab it.. Don't ever lose it...

I am lucky to have many real friends.. Some from my high schools.. Even until now.. Some from my faculty.. Some even from my primary school.. And even some from my high schoolmates also my facultymates and also housemates...

Why suddenly this post..?

I just knew that one people that I called my friend.. Were actually being plastic towards me all this while.. And the words he said behind my back.. Boy that is painful! And boy that is shocking.. (Well not really actually)

But the thing is.. That friend of mine always comes to me and be jolly and always full with fun and laughter.. But one thing is off... he never stop being fun.. I mean.. As the saying goes.. Too much fun is never a good thing..

When you have a friend.. Who is unable to pause and be real.. Stop and smell the roses.. You should have at least a second thought about them.. Re evaluate your friendship

I can never see that friend of mine's inside... I mean 'keluhuran budi'... Never ever.. And being a drama-full friends is really tiring..

So once upon a time.. I will come and attack those person..

But now let them be.. I already move forward.. Should I go backward and revisit the one that is still there without moving at all? Should I?

No.. I should not have, I got my standard.. And I don't want to be the same standard as you.. That is almost the same zip code with patheticness

Yes it sounds bitchy.. But that is life.. Not all friendship will last long.. Some last long.. Some only a while.. Only to be reignite to a full bloom friendship in the future..,
Some only meant to be a cautionary tales for you so that you will not repeat the same mistake in the future..

And we..?. We will never know...

For now.. Thank you for teaching me the fact of real and not real friends.. At least I know who are my real friends... And syukur praise to God I got them..

Furthermore at least I know how to differentiate between real friends and not-so-real friends after I knew you.. Thanks for that.. You serve your purpose..

To my real friends.. Thank you.. You all meant so much to me.. And I hope the best out of you.. :)
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